Vomits of a neurotic woman

I blame it on fat fingers but how irritating when you send a message to someone you have vowed you will never talk. It's like there goes my 20 days of self respect ,all the solemn oaths I took gone for a toss . What happens when that happens ? They must think I am sissy , smiling the slow smile thinking the lamb is still in captivity. 

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